Bled White

Status

Elliott Smith Song

Alternate Titles/Versions:

Crushed Blind
Pour White

Written By

Elliott Smith

Recording Sessions

Early 1997 (Jackpot! studios, Portland, OR - Jackpot! sessions) - unofficially circulating
1997 (Location Unknown - Grand Mal Demos) - uncirculating
Mid-1997 - Mid-January 1998 (Jackpot! Studios, Portland, OR - Final Jackpot! sessions pre-Dreamworks) - unofficially circulating 
March-April 1998 (Sunset Sound Studios; Sound Factory Studios - Primary XO Sessions)
November 29, 1998 (NOB Audiostation 1, Hilversum, Netherlands - 2 Meter Sessies) - uncirculating

Availability of Official Release

XO

Lyrics

i’m a color reporter (rose city on the 409)
but the city’s been bled white (white city on the yellow line)
and the doctor orders (drinking till he’s trashed is just a waste of time)
he drinks all night to take away this curse
but it makes me feel much worse
bled white
so i wait for the f-train (white city on the yellow line)
and connect through a friend of mine (white city to a friend of mine)
to a yesterdaydream (yesterday a dream was just a waste of time)
‘cause i’ll have to be high to track the sunset down
and paint this pailing town
bled white
so here he comes with a blank expression
especially for me ‘cause he knows
i feel the same
‘cause happy and sad come in quick succession
i’m never going to become
what you became
don’t you dare disturb me (don’t complicate my piece of mind)
while i’m balancing my past (don’t complicate my piece of mind)
‘cause you can’t help or hurt me (the anger, being mean was just a waste of time)
like it already has, it may not seem quite right
but i’m not fucked, not quite
bled white
bled white
“Crushed Blind” version (Early 1997 demo)
so we run to the border
but the city’s been bled white
and the doctor orders
he drinks all night to see who throws up first
make me feel much worse
crushed blind
so i wait for the 14
and I wait for the 409
in the yesterdaydream
on a nicotine high
to drag the sunset down
to paint this pailing town
crushed blind
who’s the girl with the blank expression?
everyone’s trying to put
someone to shame
happiness pulls me the other direction
going to pioneer square
to watch it rain
don’t you dare disturb me
while i’m balancing my past
‘cause you can’t even hurt me
like it already has, like it will tonight
think i’m fucked, you’re right
crushed blind
crushed blind
“Pour White” version (Mid-1997 - Early 1998 demo)
There’s a glow at the border (Ghost city at the 409)
But the city’s been bled white (White city on the 409)
And the doctor ordered (White city on the 409)
Drinks all night
To see who throws up first
Left feeling much worse
Pour white
So I wait for the 14 (White city on the 409)
And I wait for the 409 (White city on the 409)
In a yesterday dream (White city on the 409)
On a nicotine high
To drag the sunset down
Paint this pailing town
Pour white
So here he comes with a blank expression
Looking for me because he thinks
I feel the same
Happiness pulls me in my direction
Going to pioneer square
To find your way
Don’t you dare disturb me (White city on the 409)
While I’m balancing my past (White city on the 409)
Because you can’t even hurt me (White city on the 409)
Like it already has
You didn’t treat me right
I’m not fucked, not quite
Pour white
Pour white
Note
In the album version of the song, Joey Waronker plays drums.

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